A song by Panic! At the Disco.
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1/12/12
A lonely poetry slam
Lately,
now days, I seem to be writing more and more poetry, in my small fat spiral
notebook. It’s usually something small, not very long, but probably something,
that might become very meaningful to me in the future. Currently I have a lot
of random poems in it, and a story bit or two that I can’t find myself to
finish, as well as some random doodles. They’re mostly written in school kind
of talking about how I feel or talking about something completely different.
And I’ve learned that I write better poetry if I’m in a sort of bad or lonely
mood. There was even one of the poems that were intended to be happy, but ended
up kind of making you wonder about stuff. And while I’m on the subject of my
poetry, I might as well post some from the notebook. Or else this would be a
kind of boring blog post.
P.S. More poems can be found on my figment which can be found here.
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Well
here, it goes…
~.~.~.~.~.~
Sleepless
nights
Wakeless
days
As
dreams flutters everywhere
Black
and white haunts your life
As
music silently drops from the starless night
~.~.~.~.~
Lies
She’s full of them
Attention
Is all she ever wanted
Drama
is caused
The
truth becomes devoured by lies
Pain
is everywhere
Tears
are shed
As
karma starts to do it’s thing
Second
chances fall like breaking glass
As
an angsty teenage girl
Learns
her lesson
Painfully
~.~.~.~.~.~
A
new life
Wasted
A
new drug
Abused
Lies
are spread
As
money is ‘well’ spent
Stopping
is out of the option
Life
is quickly dwindling into pain
The
inevitable is quickly coming
All
for a drug
That
wasn’t even worth your
Time
~.~.~.~
Smiles
are faked.
Loneliness
friends won't really care.
Love
can be broken.
Happiness
can be turned into sadness.
The truth
can all be lies.
Words
can easily hurt.
Actions
are judged.
Tears
can easily be faked.
Drama
claws into society.
Death
all there is, is pity.
As her life turns into something...
unexpected.
In simple blink of an eye.
P.S. More poems can be found on my figment which can be found here. 
1/8/12
One year
It's been one year, since I've had this blog. One year, since I started posting writing, pictures, quotes, and well random stuff. And so for my blog's one year anniversary, I shall post a song, and one of my earlier posts. One that, I probably won't really remember writing, but enjoyed reading it.
Well here it goes...
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Well here it goes...
I sit on my bed, trying hard not to think about all the good times I've had, with him. I try so hard, that my head ended up hurting badly. But I couldn't do it for long. Nostalgia hits me cold like the flu. Memory, after memory of us together, makes me long for the past. Makes me wish that nothing would change, and end up like things right now. A teardrop starts dropping onto my shirt, first one, and now two, four, and five. I don't care. All I care about is him. The one guy that would make my heart race, and make the butterflies in my stomach flutter pleasantly. But most of all he's the only that knows the real me.
I keep on remembering forbidden memories of him. Especially the last memory. Where we didn't say things that was supposed to be said. Where we misinterpreted each other. Where I saw who he really was. However, I still miss him, still wishing he would just deny it all, and just choose me. But none of that, won't make him call; will make me stop waiting for the phone to ring. The tears start increasing, my heart starts throbbing. My brain wishing it could explode from all of the raw nostalgia. But that won't make me stop, waiting. Till the day ends. Till he realizes that, he's supposed to be mine. Till I die waiting for him…
It's so... not like me right now. I can't believe I was like that, when I was younger. Oh well, I'm bound to become that person again one day, probably not anytime soon but one day. And that post was from my Why? post, from 363ish days ago.
And now as I promised the song.
And now I hope to have another blog filled year, with random stuff, and hopefully finding some happiness.
Salut!
