Dear guys,

Just Because – I’m quiet – it doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say
Just Because – I appear happy – doesn’t mean everything’s okay
Just Because – I forgive – doesn’t mean I forget
Just Because – I don’t listen to you – doesn’t mean I don’t care
Just Because – I’m gullible – doesn’t mean you can lie to me
Just Because – I’m unsure – doesn’t mean I’m afraid ... ~K2!3~

Dear guys, 

Don't blame me if I'm quiet. Don't think that I don't have a lot to say. It's quite contrary in fact, I do have a lot to say only in thoughts. The only problem is how to say it, that's the problem for me. Also, don't suspect that I'm happy all the time. Who can be happy all the time is quite crazy. People have other feelings, like sadness, anger, fear, shame, and love. I appear happy so people don't question me, and for some reason that always feel worse. Also sure I may forgive a lot, but don't forget I still have memories of what happened. And the only way to get rid of those memories is either...

1.      A bit too many bonks on the head

2.     Amnesia

3.     Death

So that is it, if you think I'm a quiet usually happy person, think again because it means that you don't know the real me (yet......... maybe). 

Stacy

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Quote #1

 I don't know what it's like to be my true self. But it's more interesting that way. 
Even if you don't know yourself? 

If you don't know it means you can become anything you want to be, right?" 
— Peach-Pit (Shugo Chara! 4)

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Change Story

What happened to that perfect full moon? To that, perfect good night kiss. What happened to your strong, warm arms around me? To a new set of stiff ones, waving hello only when told to. What happened to you though? You stopped being your nice, calm, smarty-pants self, to a cold distant, and still a smarty-pants one. We used to be close, but now we’re so far. You used to know me, but now you treat me as if I’m a stranger. I love you, but I don’t know if I still do.

You changed since that one awful night. Probably thinking that it changed my life forever, making me weaker. You were right though, it did change my life forever, but also wrong as well. Instead of making me weaker, it made me stronger. It made me strong enough now to understand the true you. It also made me stronger by making me realize a lot of things. It also made me strong enough to want you more. To be in your warm, strong arms, and to kiss your peppermint breathe. Without you, I’m slowly growing weaker each and every day. Without you, I’m just not me.  

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Honto no Jibun = Your True Self

Original / Romaji Lyrics
Ikiterukagiri ishikoro darakedemo Ookinakoede ganbare! Ganbare! (Ganbare!) Tomarukotonai uchirano jinsei Dakara owaranai utawo utaou
Wagamichiwo tsukisusume Detaramena KYARAdemoii Rokudenashidemo aishiterunda MAI DAARIN
Bakayaro! Honto no jibun Iitaikoto itteyare Hamidashitekundayo chikazuitekundayo yumeni Konoyaro! Honto no jibun Detekoiyo kakuretenaide OH YEAH imasugu
Yowakina orega iyanahimo arukedo Sorede aitsuno kimochiga wakarunda (Wakaru) Kakkotsukeru ore hiichaukeredo Dakara makezuni mata ganbarerunda
Doshaburimo haremo aru Chicchanakoto kinisunna Dekkai ashitano tameni KISUshite agetai
Bakayaro! Honto no jibun Yaritaikoto yatteyare Tobidashitekundayo tobikoetekundayo yumeni Konoyaro! Honto no jibun Daijoubusa kowagaranaide OH YEAH Imasugu
Nannimonai bashokara nanikaga hajimaru Dakishimetaindaro kakedashitaindaro yume e
Bakayaro! Honto no jibun Iitaikoto itteyare Hamidashitekundayo chikazuitekundayo yumeni Konoyaro! Honto no jibun Detekoiyo kakuretenaide OH YEAH imasugu English Translation As long as they're alive, everyone trips on a stone or two In a big voice, I yell "Do your best! Do your best!" (Do your best!) Our lives won't stop So let's sing an endless song. Go down your own path Even if you have a random character, that's OK. Even if you're good for nothing, I love you, My Darling. The weak me has bad days, but Because I do, I understand that guy's feelings (I understand!) The me who plays it tough gets pulled along, but That's why I can do my best again without losing. There are pouring days and sunny days Don't worry about the teeny little things For the sake of the big tomorrow, I want to kiss you. Stupid! Do what your true self Wants to do! You're going to fly, you're going to cross over to your dream You idiot! Hey, True Self It's all right. Don't be scared. Oh yeah. Right now. From this place with nothing at all something is starting You want to hug me, don't you? You want to run off, don't you? To your dream. Stupid! Say what your true self Wants to say! It's being forced out, and you're getting closer to you're dreams. You idiot! Bring out Your true self, don't hide it. Oh yeah. Right now. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qryc-2pS9Jo&feature=player_embedded

 The ending song of Shugo Chara  

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Love

Love is everywhere, anywhere. Without it, what would the world be like? Just people acting hateful or just indifferent. No crazy romantic movies. Not even the famous tale of Romeo and Juliet, plus a bunch of other Shakespeare's stories. Plus without love, there would probably just be war. And who the heck would want war 24/7?

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